Oh Lord my God, what's happening to me
I've heard no songs nor gladdening symphonies
I'm bored of psalms and hymns - Your melodies
Your things, my King, would seem so dead to me
I would plead for the voice of the joy of my joys
In who, by His gracious choice, I've enjoyed to rejoice
And be poised to hoist the most joyful noise
And not be destroyed by pointless coins and toys
Oh Anointed One, please remove this venom
That poisons this seed of Eve and Adam
As I wait for the date that You'll wake and come
To finally renew my every bit of atom
The God I can't fathom I did not seek
Nor did I fill my mind with what the Most High speaks
And my eyes did not rise to the skies to see
Things too marvelous and too glorious for me
Tirelessly, I'm forced to furiously fight
The fiercest of fears that pierce me day and night
But it's hopeless if I use my own might
To cope with this abusive self inside
Israelite of the spiritual bloodline of Christ:
You will find new hope by seeing God's light that shines
So bright it strikes your eyes to leave you mesmerized
And the truths you have forgotten again you'll realize
Analyze that all of the sins that are
Unconfessed and condensed are pressing your backwards
Unless you repent, all these sins will in fact mar
The image of Christ and pillage your blank heart
With that Lord, I don't know how I'll get through this
Nor when nor where, but one thing I'm sure of is
You'll lead me there - to where Your pasture is
And my future nature will always long for Your kiss
